(Print) Use this randomly generated list as your call list when playing the game. There is no need to say the BINGO column name. Place some kind of mark (like an X, a checkmark, a dot, tally mark, etc) on each cell as you announce it, to keep track. You can also cut out each item, place them in a bag and pull words from the bag.
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wanting to buy
so many things to fill the void
reliving
past
abandonments
increase in shaking and stimming
watching tv to drown out the noise in my head
apologizing
constantly
wanting affirmation
to replace
what I have stopped giving
myself
expecting
abandonment
from friends
without reason
over-explaining
my reasoning
and choices
to people
dry humor about health status to hide big feelings
questioning
the odds of a
fulfilling life
when I can't
read subtext
fear of being alone by myself
panic texting people b/c I don't know how to process
tensed muscles
& difficulty breathing
guilt for not
being able to mind read or anticipate
nightmares where I am being abused but I am powerless
replaying all of my memories searching for where it/I went wrong
panic attacks
&
chaotic sleep schedules
forgetting to
keep up
with my medications
fantasizing
someone
saving a past
or current
version of me
wanting to scream, hit baseballs, punch walls, or slam punching bags
feeling like
I need to cry but being unable to
wondering at what point I will cease being able to cope
