very selfdestructive(shed?)you feelpowerlesswhen learningabout thetragedies of theworldchronicallyonline> you feel likeyou can'tunderstandother people'smotives at allistp?a morbidcuriositytowardscontroversialscience, warsetcprobably hasnegligentparents butthought it wasokay bcz theygaslighted uyou have afriend whoyou're REALLYclose to andwould ratherdie than loseyou've had areally stronginterest insomething forur whole lifeyou lackknowledge inimportantareas, and itmakes youfrustratedyou're proneto actingignorant orrude inpublic> but it is justa way offorgettingyourinsecuritiesyou can'ttake care ofyour health(mental orphysical)went to amental facilityagainst yourconsent at ayoung ageyou hate amajority ofthe thingsaround youyou have thisfeeling insideyou which lovespain, desires itmore thananythingconstantly feelworthless, youdon't believethat you have apurpose in theworldyou oftenquestion theworld aroundyou but can'tdescribe it toanyone elseyou feel likeyou don'tdeserveanything youhavedesperatelytrying tofind apurpose"the only wayone can trulyappreciate theirlife is if theyhave almostlost it."you wereconsidered"emotionallymature" as akidyou often thinkabout things likesuffering, death,and torture in anenvious mannerbig fan ofmitski, macdemarco,duster, etc< you don'tnecessarilywant to die, butyou want to livedrasticallydifferentlyvery selfdestructive(shed?)you feelpowerlesswhen learningabout thetragedies of theworldchronicallyonline> you feel likeyou can'tunderstandother people'smotives at allistp?a morbidcuriositytowardscontroversialscience, warsetcprobably hasnegligentparents butthought it wasokay bcz theygaslighted uyou have afriend whoyou're REALLYclose to andwould ratherdie than loseyou've had areally stronginterest insomething forur whole lifeyou lackknowledge inimportantareas, and itmakes youfrustratedyou're proneto actingignorant orrude inpublic> but it is justa way offorgettingyourinsecuritiesyou can'ttake care ofyour health(mental orphysical)went to amental facilityagainst yourconsent at ayoung ageyou hate amajority ofthe thingsaround youyou have thisfeeling insideyou which lovespain, desires itmore thananythingconstantly feelworthless, youdon't believethat you have apurpose in theworldyou oftenquestion theworld aroundyou but can'tdescribe it toanyone elseyou feel likeyou don'tdeserveanything youhavedesperatelytrying tofind apurpose"the only wayone can trulyappreciate theirlife is if theyhave almostlost it."you wereconsidered"emotionallymature" as akidyou often thinkabout things likesuffering, death,and torture in anenvious mannerbig fan ofmitski, macdemarco,duster, etc< you don'tnecessarilywant to die, butyou want to livedrasticallydifferently

zian kinnie - Call List

(Print) Use this randomly generated list as your call list when playing the game. Place some kind of mark (like an X, a checkmark, a dot, tally mark, etc) on each cell as you announce it, to keep track. You can also cut out each item, place them in a bag and pull words from the bag.


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  1. I-very self destructive (shed?)
  2. N-you feel powerless when learning about the tragedies of the world
  3. A-chronically online
  4. I-> you feel like you can't understand other people's motives at all
  5. A-istp?
  6. Z-a morbid curiosity towards controversial science, wars etc
  7. N-probably has negligent parents but thought it was okay bcz they gaslighted u
  8. I-you have a friend who you're REALLY close to and would rather die than lose
  9. Z-you've had a really strong interest in something for ur whole life
  10. Z-you lack knowledge in important areas, and it makes you frustrated
  11. N-you're prone to acting ignorant or rude in public
  12. N-> but it is just a way of forgetting your insecurities
  13. N-you can't take care of your health (mental or physical)
  14. Z-went to a mental facility against your consent at a young age
  15. N-you hate a majority of the things around you
  16. A-you have this feeling inside you which loves pain, desires it more than anything
  17. N-constantly feel worthless, you don't believe that you have a purpose in the world
  18. Z-you often question the world around you but can't describe it to anyone else
  19. Z-you feel like you don't deserve anything you have
  20. N-desperately trying to find a purpose
  21. I-"the only way one can truly appreciate their life is if they have almost lost it."
  22. I-you were considered "emotionally mature" as a kid
  23. N-you often think about things like suffering, death, and torture in an envious manner
  24. N-big fan of mitski, mac demarco, duster, etc
  25. A-< you don't necessarily want to die, but you want to live drastically differently