went to amental facilityagainst yourconsent at ayoung ageyou've had areally stronginterest insomething forur whole lifeistp?big fan ofmitski, macdemarco,duster, etc< you don'tnecessarilywant to die, butyou want to livedrasticallydifferentlya morbidcuriositytowardscontroversialscience, warsetcyou have afriend whoyou're REALLYclose to andwould ratherdie than loseyou lackknowledge inimportantareas, and itmakes youfrustratedyou feel likeyou don'tdeserveanything youhavedesperatelytrying tofind apurposeyou have thisfeeling insideyou which lovespain, desires itmore thananythingvery selfdestructive(shed?)constantly feelworthless, youdon't believethat you have apurpose in theworldyou feelpowerlesswhen learningabout thetragedies of theworldprobably hasnegligentparents butthought it wasokay bcz theygaslighted uyou're proneto actingignorant orrude inpublicyou can'ttake care ofyour health(mental orphysical)you often thinkabout things likesuffering, death,and torture in anenvious manner> you feel likeyou can'tunderstandother people'smotives at allyou wereconsidered"emotionallymature" as akid"the only wayone can trulyappreciate theirlife is if theyhave almostlost it."chronicallyonlineyou oftenquestion theworld aroundyou but can'tdescribe it toanyone elseyou hate amajority ofthe thingsaround you> but it is justa way offorgettingyourinsecuritieswent to amental facilityagainst yourconsent at ayoung ageyou've had areally stronginterest insomething forur whole lifeistp?big fan ofmitski, macdemarco,duster, etc< you don'tnecessarilywant to die, butyou want to livedrasticallydifferentlya morbidcuriositytowardscontroversialscience, warsetcyou have afriend whoyou're REALLYclose to andwould ratherdie than loseyou lackknowledge inimportantareas, and itmakes youfrustratedyou feel likeyou don'tdeserveanything youhavedesperatelytrying tofind apurposeyou have thisfeeling insideyou which lovespain, desires itmore thananythingvery selfdestructive(shed?)constantly feelworthless, youdon't believethat you have apurpose in theworldyou feelpowerlesswhen learningabout thetragedies of theworldprobably hasnegligentparents butthought it wasokay bcz theygaslighted uyou're proneto actingignorant orrude inpublicyou can'ttake care ofyour health(mental orphysical)you often thinkabout things likesuffering, death,and torture in anenvious manner> you feel likeyou can'tunderstandother people'smotives at allyou wereconsidered"emotionallymature" as akid"the only wayone can trulyappreciate theirlife is if theyhave almostlost it."chronicallyonlineyou oftenquestion theworld aroundyou but can'tdescribe it toanyone elseyou hate amajority ofthe thingsaround you> but it is justa way offorgettingyourinsecurities

zian kinnie - Call List

(Print) Use this randomly generated list as your call list when playing the game. Place some kind of mark (like an X, a checkmark, a dot, tally mark, etc) on each cell as you announce it, to keep track. You can also cut out each item, place them in a bag and pull words from the bag.


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N
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  1. Z-went to a mental facility against your consent at a young age
  2. Z-you've had a really strong interest in something for ur whole life
  3. A-istp?
  4. N-big fan of mitski, mac demarco, duster, etc
  5. A-< you don't necessarily want to die, but you want to live drastically differently
  6. Z-a morbid curiosity towards controversial science, wars etc
  7. I-you have a friend who you're REALLY close to and would rather die than lose
  8. Z-you lack knowledge in important areas, and it makes you frustrated
  9. Z-you feel like you don't deserve anything you have
  10. N-desperately trying to find a purpose
  11. A-you have this feeling inside you which loves pain, desires it more than anything
  12. I-very self destructive (shed?)
  13. N-constantly feel worthless, you don't believe that you have a purpose in the world
  14. N-you feel powerless when learning about the tragedies of the world
  15. N-probably has negligent parents but thought it was okay bcz they gaslighted u
  16. N-you're prone to acting ignorant or rude in public
  17. N-you can't take care of your health (mental or physical)
  18. N-you often think about things like suffering, death, and torture in an envious manner
  19. I-> you feel like you can't understand other people's motives at all
  20. I-you were considered "emotionally mature" as a kid
  21. I-"the only way one can truly appreciate their life is if they have almost lost it."
  22. A-chronically online
  23. Z-you often question the world around you but can't describe it to anyone else
  24. N-you hate a majority of the things around you
  25. N-> but it is just a way of forgetting your insecurities