“Why do I haveto exist?” whilelying in bedthinking abouthow horribleeverything isNot taking ashower andlosing appetitewhile stayingin a dark roomconstantly playingvideo games fordistraction, or notplaying at all, asthey no longerprovideentertainmenta versionof the1000 yardstareStaying up way toolate playing games,sitting on phone, etc.because going to bedmeans you have toget up in the morningand do it all overagainbeing hungrybut after aminorinconveniencelosing appetite.Feeling likeit’s a chore todo things thatyou used tolove doing.Intenseirritationat smallthings“only X morehours until it’ssociallyaccepted togo bed again”Graduallypulling awayfrom everything(friends, worketc)Just kindawaiting for eachday to end, notwaiting for anyspecific eventDrinking alcohol toslow your braindown from all theregrets, uncertainty,and sadness youexperienceeveryday.Mindlesslyscrolling redditand other socialmediaespecially whenit is not fillingConstantlylistening to musicor just consumingmedia 24/7 so thatyou do not havetime to think aboutanything elsecompletelytired all thetime, evenwhen you don’tdo anythingConstantlyin a worldin yourheadlosing interestin literallyeverything andopting to justsleep insteadThedepressionnestconstantchange ofmood dayto daySleeping toavoid living,even if you’renot necessarilytiredstops showingup to thingsthey wouldnormallyreally enjoySnoozing for aneternity becauseyou know whatawaits you whenyou get up andface the day.“Why do I haveto exist?” whilelying in bedthinking abouthow horribleeverything isNot taking ashower andlosing appetitewhile stayingin a dark roomconstantly playingvideo games fordistraction, or notplaying at all, asthey no longerprovideentertainmenta versionof the1000 yardstareStaying up way toolate playing games,sitting on phone, etc.because going to bedmeans you have toget up in the morningand do it all overagainbeing hungrybut after aminorinconveniencelosing appetite.Feeling likeit’s a chore todo things thatyou used tolove doing.Intenseirritationat smallthings“only X morehours until it’ssociallyaccepted togo bed again”Graduallypulling awayfrom everything(friends, worketc)Just kindawaiting for eachday to end, notwaiting for anyspecific eventDrinking alcohol toslow your braindown from all theregrets, uncertainty,and sadness youexperienceeveryday.Mindlesslyscrolling redditand other socialmediaespecially whenit is not fillingConstantlylistening to musicor just consumingmedia 24/7 so thatyou do not havetime to think aboutanything elsecompletelytired all thetime, evenwhen you don’tdo anythingConstantlyin a worldin yourheadlosing interestin literallyeverything andopting to justsleep insteadThedepressionnestconstantchange ofmood dayto daySleeping toavoid living,even if you’renot necessarilytiredstops showingup to thingsthey wouldnormallyreally enjoySnoozing for aneternity becauseyou know whatawaits you whenyou get up andface the day.

depression bingo - Call List

(Print) Use this randomly generated list as your call list when playing the game. There is no need to say the BINGO column name. Place some kind of mark (like an X, a checkmark, a dot, tally mark, etc) on each cell as you announce it, to keep track. You can also cut out each item, place them in a bag and pull words from the bag.


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  1. “Why do I have to exist?” while lying in bed thinking about how horrible everything is
  2. Not taking a shower and losing appetite while staying in a dark room
  3. constantly playing video games for distraction, or not playing at all, as they no longer provide entertainment
  4. a version of the 1000 yard stare
  5. Staying up way too late playing games, sitting on phone, etc. because going to bed means you have to get up in the morning and do it all over again
  6. being hungry but after a minor inconvenience losing appetite.
  7. Feeling like it’s a chore to do things that you used to love doing.
  8. Intense irritation at small things
  9. “only X more hours until it’s socially accepted to go bed again”
  10. Gradually pulling away from everything (friends, work etc)
  11. Just kinda waiting for each day to end, not waiting for any specific event
  12. Drinking alcohol to slow your brain down from all the regrets, uncertainty, and sadness you experience everyday.
  13. Mindlessly scrolling reddit and other social media especially when it is not filling
  14. Constantly listening to music or just consuming media 24/7 so that you do not have time to think about anything else
  15. completely tired all the time, even when you don’t do anything
  16. Constantly in a world in your head
  17. losing interest in literally everything and opting to just sleep instead
  18. The depression nest
  19. constant change of mood day to day
  20. Sleeping to avoid living, even if you’re not necessarily tired
  21. stops showing up to things they would normally really enjoy
  22. Snoozing for an eternity because you know what awaits you when you get up and face the day.