cannot tellwhat is genuinebehavior vswhat is doneto manipulateothersincapable ofbeing alonefor morethan 15-20mins"nobody elsecan trulylike thischaracter inthe way i do"actualdisorderfakerdepends onpositiveattention tofeel somewhatokay about selfjealous ofeveryoneandeverything"only expect theworst outcome, thatway you're eitherpleasantly surprised oryour expectations aremet and you can neverbe disappointed"rarely payspeople back,just waitsuntil the otherperson forgetslooks back onbreakdowns andthinks they wereexaggerating/fakingwouldgenuinely,unironically eatthe foreverweed browniegenuinely okaywith bedrottingall day andwishes theycould do it theirwhole lifelies tomake selflookbettercan't tellhow closerelationshipsactually arefeelspainfullyhumiliatedbyeverythingonly feelsempathyfor fictionalcharactersactually cannottell if theirtrauma wastruly bad or notoften forgetsentirebreakdownsdespiteevidence ofthem happeningscared to healbecause theirmental illnessis their entiresense ofidentity"why humiliatemyself by admittingi have needs when ican just manipulateothers into meetingmy unspokenneeds"convincedthey're anabuserghosts peopleinstead ofapologizing orowning up oradmitting tobeing wrongwants othersto be hurtthe way theywere hurt"deep down idon't actuallyhate myselfenoughtherefore im abad person"gets angrywhen otherpeople don'twant to doeverything theysaycannot tellwhat is genuinebehavior vswhat is doneto manipulateothersincapable ofbeing alonefor morethan 15-20mins"nobody elsecan trulylike thischaracter inthe way i do"actualdisorderfakerdepends onpositiveattention tofeel somewhatokay about selfjealous ofeveryoneandeverything"only expect theworst outcome, thatway you're eitherpleasantly surprised oryour expectations aremet and you can neverbe disappointed"rarely payspeople back,just waitsuntil the otherperson forgetslooks back onbreakdowns andthinks they wereexaggerating/fakingwouldgenuinely,unironically eatthe foreverweed browniegenuinely okaywith bedrottingall day andwishes theycould do it theirwhole lifelies tomake selflookbettercan't tellhow closerelationshipsactually arefeelspainfullyhumiliatedbyeverythingonly feelsempathyfor fictionalcharactersactually cannottell if theirtrauma wastruly bad or notoften forgetsentirebreakdownsdespiteevidence ofthem happeningscared to healbecause theirmental illnessis their entiresense ofidentity"why humiliatemyself by admittingi have needs when ican just manipulateothers into meetingmy unspokenneeds"convincedthey're anabuserghosts peopleinstead ofapologizing orowning up oradmitting tobeing wrongwants othersto be hurtthe way theywere hurt"deep down idon't actuallyhate myselfenoughtherefore im abad person"gets angrywhen otherpeople don'twant to doeverything theysay

sebastian's unwellness - Call List

(Print) Use this randomly generated list as your call list when playing the game. There is no need to say the BINGO column name. Place some kind of mark (like an X, a checkmark, a dot, tally mark, etc) on each cell as you announce it, to keep track. You can also cut out each item, place them in a bag and pull words from the bag.


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  1. cannot tell what is genuine behavior vs what is done to manipulate others
  2. incapable of being alone for more than 15-20 mins
  3. "nobody else can truly like this character in the way i do"
  4. actual disorder faker
  5. depends on positive attention to feel somewhat okay about self
  6. jealous of everyone and everything
  7. "only expect the worst outcome, that way you're either pleasantly surprised or your expectations are met and you can never be disappointed"
  8. rarely pays people back, just waits until the other person forgets
  9. looks back on breakdowns and thinks they were exaggerating/faking
  10. would genuinely, unironically eat the forever weed brownie
  11. genuinely okay with bedrotting all day and wishes they could do it their whole life
  12. lies to make self look better
  13. can't tell how close relationships actually are
  14. feels painfully humiliated by everything
  15. only feels empathy for fictional characters
  16. actually cannot tell if their trauma was truly bad or not
  17. often forgets entire breakdowns despite evidence of them happening
  18. scared to heal because their mental illness is their entire sense of identity
  19. "why humiliate myself by admitting i have needs when i can just manipulate others into meeting my unspoken needs"
  20. convinced they're an abuser
  21. ghosts people instead of apologizing or owning up or admitting to being wrong
  22. wants others to be hurt the way they were hurt
  23. "deep down i don't actually hate myself enough therefore im a bad person"
  24. gets angry when other people don't want to do everything they say