only feelsempathyfor fictionalcharactersincapable ofbeing alonefor morethan 15-20mins"deep down idon't actuallyhate myselfenoughtherefore im abad person"feelspainfullyhumiliatedbyeverythingcannot tellwhat is genuinebehavior vswhat is doneto manipulateothersgets angrywhen otherpeople don'twant to doeverything theysayactualdisorderfakerwouldgenuinely,unironically eatthe foreverweed brownielies tomake selflookbetter"nobody elsecan trulylike thischaracter inthe way i do""why humiliatemyself by admittingi have needs when ican just manipulateothers into meetingmy unspokenneeds"jealous ofeveryoneandeverythinglooks back onbreakdowns andthinks they wereexaggerating/fakingdepends onpositiveattention tofeel somewhatokay about selfscared to healbecause theirmental illnessis their entiresense ofidentitygenuinely okaywith bedrottingall day andwishes theycould do it theirwhole lifewants othersto be hurtthe way theywere hurtactually cannottell if theirtrauma wastruly bad or notconvincedthey're anabusercan't tellhow closerelationshipsactually areghosts peopleinstead ofapologizing orowning up oradmitting tobeing wrongrarely payspeople back,just waitsuntil the otherperson forgetsoften forgetsentirebreakdownsdespiteevidence ofthem happening"only expect theworst outcome, thatway you're eitherpleasantly surprised oryour expectations aremet and you can neverbe disappointed"only feelsempathyfor fictionalcharactersincapable ofbeing alonefor morethan 15-20mins"deep down idon't actuallyhate myselfenoughtherefore im abad person"feelspainfullyhumiliatedbyeverythingcannot tellwhat is genuinebehavior vswhat is doneto manipulateothersgets angrywhen otherpeople don'twant to doeverything theysayactualdisorderfakerwouldgenuinely,unironically eatthe foreverweed brownielies tomake selflookbetter"nobody elsecan trulylike thischaracter inthe way i do""why humiliatemyself by admittingi have needs when ican just manipulateothers into meetingmy unspokenneeds"jealous ofeveryoneandeverythinglooks back onbreakdowns andthinks they wereexaggerating/fakingdepends onpositiveattention tofeel somewhatokay about selfscared to healbecause theirmental illnessis their entiresense ofidentitygenuinely okaywith bedrottingall day andwishes theycould do it theirwhole lifewants othersto be hurtthe way theywere hurtactually cannottell if theirtrauma wastruly bad or notconvincedthey're anabusercan't tellhow closerelationshipsactually areghosts peopleinstead ofapologizing orowning up oradmitting tobeing wrongrarely payspeople back,just waitsuntil the otherperson forgetsoften forgetsentirebreakdownsdespiteevidence ofthem happening"only expect theworst outcome, thatway you're eitherpleasantly surprised oryour expectations aremet and you can neverbe disappointed"

sebastian's unwellness - Call List

(Print) Use this randomly generated list as your call list when playing the game. There is no need to say the BINGO column name. Place some kind of mark (like an X, a checkmark, a dot, tally mark, etc) on each cell as you announce it, to keep track. You can also cut out each item, place them in a bag and pull words from the bag.


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  1. only feels empathy for fictional characters
  2. incapable of being alone for more than 15-20 mins
  3. "deep down i don't actually hate myself enough therefore im a bad person"
  4. feels painfully humiliated by everything
  5. cannot tell what is genuine behavior vs what is done to manipulate others
  6. gets angry when other people don't want to do everything they say
  7. actual disorder faker
  8. would genuinely, unironically eat the forever weed brownie
  9. lies to make self look better
  10. "nobody else can truly like this character in the way i do"
  11. "why humiliate myself by admitting i have needs when i can just manipulate others into meeting my unspoken needs"
  12. jealous of everyone and everything
  13. looks back on breakdowns and thinks they were exaggerating/faking
  14. depends on positive attention to feel somewhat okay about self
  15. scared to heal because their mental illness is their entire sense of identity
  16. genuinely okay with bedrotting all day and wishes they could do it their whole life
  17. wants others to be hurt the way they were hurt
  18. actually cannot tell if their trauma was truly bad or not
  19. convinced they're an abuser
  20. can't tell how close relationships actually are
  21. ghosts people instead of apologizing or owning up or admitting to being wrong
  22. rarely pays people back, just waits until the other person forgets
  23. often forgets entire breakdowns despite evidence of them happening
  24. "only expect the worst outcome, that way you're either pleasantly surprised or your expectations are met and you can never be disappointed"