lies tomake selflookbetter"deep down idon't actuallyhate myselfenoughtherefore im abad person"genuinely okaywith bedrottingall day andwishes theycould do it theirwhole lifecannot tellwhat is genuinebehavior vswhat is doneto manipulateothersactually cannottell if theirtrauma wastruly bad or notrarely payspeople back,just waitsuntil the otherperson forgetsjealous ofeveryoneandeverythingincapable ofbeing alonefor morethan 15-20minsghosts peopleinstead ofapologizing orowning up oradmitting tobeing wrongscared to healbecause theirmental illnessis their entiresense ofidentity"nobody elsecan trulylike thischaracter inthe way i do"only feelsempathyfor fictionalcharacterslooks back onbreakdowns andthinks they wereexaggerating/fakingfeelspainfullyhumiliatedbyeverythingcan't tellhow closerelationshipsactually areactualdisorderfakerwouldgenuinely,unironically eatthe foreverweed browniewants othersto be hurtthe way theywere hurt"why humiliatemyself by admittingi have needs when ican just manipulateothers into meetingmy unspokenneeds"gets angrywhen otherpeople don'twant to doeverything theysay"only expect theworst outcome, thatway you're eitherpleasantly surprised oryour expectations aremet and you can neverbe disappointed"depends onpositiveattention tofeel somewhatokay about selfoften forgetsentirebreakdownsdespiteevidence ofthem happeningconvincedthey're anabuserlies tomake selflookbetter"deep down idon't actuallyhate myselfenoughtherefore im abad person"genuinely okaywith bedrottingall day andwishes theycould do it theirwhole lifecannot tellwhat is genuinebehavior vswhat is doneto manipulateothersactually cannottell if theirtrauma wastruly bad or notrarely payspeople back,just waitsuntil the otherperson forgetsjealous ofeveryoneandeverythingincapable ofbeing alonefor morethan 15-20minsghosts peopleinstead ofapologizing orowning up oradmitting tobeing wrongscared to healbecause theirmental illnessis their entiresense ofidentity"nobody elsecan trulylike thischaracter inthe way i do"only feelsempathyfor fictionalcharacterslooks back onbreakdowns andthinks they wereexaggerating/fakingfeelspainfullyhumiliatedbyeverythingcan't tellhow closerelationshipsactually areactualdisorderfakerwouldgenuinely,unironically eatthe foreverweed browniewants othersto be hurtthe way theywere hurt"why humiliatemyself by admittingi have needs when ican just manipulateothers into meetingmy unspokenneeds"gets angrywhen otherpeople don'twant to doeverything theysay"only expect theworst outcome, thatway you're eitherpleasantly surprised oryour expectations aremet and you can neverbe disappointed"depends onpositiveattention tofeel somewhatokay about selfoften forgetsentirebreakdownsdespiteevidence ofthem happeningconvincedthey're anabuser

sebastian's unwellness - Call List

(Print) Use this randomly generated list as your call list when playing the game. There is no need to say the BINGO column name. Place some kind of mark (like an X, a checkmark, a dot, tally mark, etc) on each cell as you announce it, to keep track. You can also cut out each item, place them in a bag and pull words from the bag.


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  1. lies to make self look better
  2. "deep down i don't actually hate myself enough therefore im a bad person"
  3. genuinely okay with bedrotting all day and wishes they could do it their whole life
  4. cannot tell what is genuine behavior vs what is done to manipulate others
  5. actually cannot tell if their trauma was truly bad or not
  6. rarely pays people back, just waits until the other person forgets
  7. jealous of everyone and everything
  8. incapable of being alone for more than 15-20 mins
  9. ghosts people instead of apologizing or owning up or admitting to being wrong
  10. scared to heal because their mental illness is their entire sense of identity
  11. "nobody else can truly like this character in the way i do"
  12. only feels empathy for fictional characters
  13. looks back on breakdowns and thinks they were exaggerating/faking
  14. feels painfully humiliated by everything
  15. can't tell how close relationships actually are
  16. actual disorder faker
  17. would genuinely, unironically eat the forever weed brownie
  18. wants others to be hurt the way they were hurt
  19. "why humiliate myself by admitting i have needs when i can just manipulate others into meeting my unspoken needs"
  20. gets angry when other people don't want to do everything they say
  21. "only expect the worst outcome, that way you're either pleasantly surprised or your expectations are met and you can never be disappointed"
  22. depends on positive attention to feel somewhat okay about self
  23. often forgets entire breakdowns despite evidence of them happening
  24. convinced they're an abuser