depends onpositiveattention tofeel somewhatokay about selflies tomake selflookbettercan't tellhow closerelationshipsactually areincapable ofbeing alonefor morethan 15-20minsghosts peopleinstead ofapologizing orowning up oradmitting tobeing wrongactualdisorderfakerscared to healbecause theirmental illnessis their entiresense ofidentitylooks back onbreakdowns andthinks they wereexaggerating/fakingjealous ofeveryoneandeverything"nobody elsecan trulylike thischaracter inthe way i do""deep down idon't actuallyhate myselfenoughtherefore im abad person"only feelsempathyfor fictionalcharactersrarely payspeople back,just waitsuntil the otherperson forgets"why humiliatemyself by admittingi have needs when ican just manipulateothers into meetingmy unspokenneeds""only expect theworst outcome, thatway you're eitherpleasantly surprised oryour expectations aremet and you can neverbe disappointed"wants othersto be hurtthe way theywere hurtfeelspainfullyhumiliatedbyeverythingoften forgetsentirebreakdownsdespiteevidence ofthem happeningwouldgenuinely,unironically eatthe foreverweed brownieconvincedthey're anabusergets angrywhen otherpeople don'twant to doeverything theysayactually cannottell if theirtrauma wastruly bad or notgenuinely okaywith bedrottingall day andwishes theycould do it theirwhole lifecannot tellwhat is genuinebehavior vswhat is doneto manipulateothersdepends onpositiveattention tofeel somewhatokay about selflies tomake selflookbettercan't tellhow closerelationshipsactually areincapable ofbeing alonefor morethan 15-20minsghosts peopleinstead ofapologizing orowning up oradmitting tobeing wrongactualdisorderfakerscared to healbecause theirmental illnessis their entiresense ofidentitylooks back onbreakdowns andthinks they wereexaggerating/fakingjealous ofeveryoneandeverything"nobody elsecan trulylike thischaracter inthe way i do""deep down idon't actuallyhate myselfenoughtherefore im abad person"only feelsempathyfor fictionalcharactersrarely payspeople back,just waitsuntil the otherperson forgets"why humiliatemyself by admittingi have needs when ican just manipulateothers into meetingmy unspokenneeds""only expect theworst outcome, thatway you're eitherpleasantly surprised oryour expectations aremet and you can neverbe disappointed"wants othersto be hurtthe way theywere hurtfeelspainfullyhumiliatedbyeverythingoften forgetsentirebreakdownsdespiteevidence ofthem happeningwouldgenuinely,unironically eatthe foreverweed brownieconvincedthey're anabusergets angrywhen otherpeople don'twant to doeverything theysayactually cannottell if theirtrauma wastruly bad or notgenuinely okaywith bedrottingall day andwishes theycould do it theirwhole lifecannot tellwhat is genuinebehavior vswhat is doneto manipulateothers

sebastian's unwellness - Call List

(Print) Use this randomly generated list as your call list when playing the game. There is no need to say the BINGO column name. Place some kind of mark (like an X, a checkmark, a dot, tally mark, etc) on each cell as you announce it, to keep track. You can also cut out each item, place them in a bag and pull words from the bag.


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  1. depends on positive attention to feel somewhat okay about self
  2. lies to make self look better
  3. can't tell how close relationships actually are
  4. incapable of being alone for more than 15-20 mins
  5. ghosts people instead of apologizing or owning up or admitting to being wrong
  6. actual disorder faker
  7. scared to heal because their mental illness is their entire sense of identity
  8. looks back on breakdowns and thinks they were exaggerating/faking
  9. jealous of everyone and everything
  10. "nobody else can truly like this character in the way i do"
  11. "deep down i don't actually hate myself enough therefore im a bad person"
  12. only feels empathy for fictional characters
  13. rarely pays people back, just waits until the other person forgets
  14. "why humiliate myself by admitting i have needs when i can just manipulate others into meeting my unspoken needs"
  15. "only expect the worst outcome, that way you're either pleasantly surprised or your expectations are met and you can never be disappointed"
  16. wants others to be hurt the way they were hurt
  17. feels painfully humiliated by everything
  18. often forgets entire breakdowns despite evidence of them happening
  19. would genuinely, unironically eat the forever weed brownie
  20. convinced they're an abuser
  21. gets angry when other people don't want to do everything they say
  22. actually cannot tell if their trauma was truly bad or not
  23. genuinely okay with bedrotting all day and wishes they could do it their whole life
  24. cannot tell what is genuine behavior vs what is done to manipulate others