jealous ofeveryoneandeverything"only expect theworst outcome, thatway you're eitherpleasantly surprised oryour expectations aremet and you can neverbe disappointed""deep down idon't actuallyhate myselfenoughtherefore im abad person"convincedthey're anabuser"why humiliatemyself by admittingi have needs when ican just manipulateothers into meetingmy unspokenneeds"wants othersto be hurtthe way theywere hurtrarely payspeople back,just waitsuntil the otherperson forgetsghosts peopleinstead ofapologizing orowning up oradmitting tobeing wrongactually cannottell if theirtrauma wastruly bad or notgenuinely okaywith bedrottingall day andwishes theycould do it theirwhole lifefeelspainfullyhumiliatedbyeverythingscared to healbecause theirmental illnessis their entiresense ofidentitylies tomake selflookbetter"nobody elsecan trulylike thischaracter inthe way i do"only feelsempathyfor fictionalcharacterscan't tellhow closerelationshipsactually areactualdisorderfakeroften forgetsentirebreakdownsdespiteevidence ofthem happeningwouldgenuinely,unironically eatthe foreverweed browniegets angrywhen otherpeople don'twant to doeverything theysaydepends onpositiveattention tofeel somewhatokay about selflooks back onbreakdowns andthinks they wereexaggerating/fakingincapable ofbeing alonefor morethan 15-20minscannot tellwhat is genuinebehavior vswhat is doneto manipulateothersjealous ofeveryoneandeverything"only expect theworst outcome, thatway you're eitherpleasantly surprised oryour expectations aremet and you can neverbe disappointed""deep down idon't actuallyhate myselfenoughtherefore im abad person"convincedthey're anabuser"why humiliatemyself by admittingi have needs when ican just manipulateothers into meetingmy unspokenneeds"wants othersto be hurtthe way theywere hurtrarely payspeople back,just waitsuntil the otherperson forgetsghosts peopleinstead ofapologizing orowning up oradmitting tobeing wrongactually cannottell if theirtrauma wastruly bad or notgenuinely okaywith bedrottingall day andwishes theycould do it theirwhole lifefeelspainfullyhumiliatedbyeverythingscared to healbecause theirmental illnessis their entiresense ofidentitylies tomake selflookbetter"nobody elsecan trulylike thischaracter inthe way i do"only feelsempathyfor fictionalcharacterscan't tellhow closerelationshipsactually areactualdisorderfakeroften forgetsentirebreakdownsdespiteevidence ofthem happeningwouldgenuinely,unironically eatthe foreverweed browniegets angrywhen otherpeople don'twant to doeverything theysaydepends onpositiveattention tofeel somewhatokay about selflooks back onbreakdowns andthinks they wereexaggerating/fakingincapable ofbeing alonefor morethan 15-20minscannot tellwhat is genuinebehavior vswhat is doneto manipulateothers

sebastian's unwellness - Call List

(Print) Use this randomly generated list as your call list when playing the game. There is no need to say the BINGO column name. Place some kind of mark (like an X, a checkmark, a dot, tally mark, etc) on each cell as you announce it, to keep track. You can also cut out each item, place them in a bag and pull words from the bag.


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  1. jealous of everyone and everything
  2. "only expect the worst outcome, that way you're either pleasantly surprised or your expectations are met and you can never be disappointed"
  3. "deep down i don't actually hate myself enough therefore im a bad person"
  4. convinced they're an abuser
  5. "why humiliate myself by admitting i have needs when i can just manipulate others into meeting my unspoken needs"
  6. wants others to be hurt the way they were hurt
  7. rarely pays people back, just waits until the other person forgets
  8. ghosts people instead of apologizing or owning up or admitting to being wrong
  9. actually cannot tell if their trauma was truly bad or not
  10. genuinely okay with bedrotting all day and wishes they could do it their whole life
  11. feels painfully humiliated by everything
  12. scared to heal because their mental illness is their entire sense of identity
  13. lies to make self look better
  14. "nobody else can truly like this character in the way i do"
  15. only feels empathy for fictional characters
  16. can't tell how close relationships actually are
  17. actual disorder faker
  18. often forgets entire breakdowns despite evidence of them happening
  19. would genuinely, unironically eat the forever weed brownie
  20. gets angry when other people don't want to do everything they say
  21. depends on positive attention to feel somewhat okay about self
  22. looks back on breakdowns and thinks they were exaggerating/faking
  23. incapable of being alone for more than 15-20 mins
  24. cannot tell what is genuine behavior vs what is done to manipulate others