scared to healbecause theirmental illnessis their entiresense ofidentityconvincedthey're anabuser"nobody elsecan trulylike thischaracter inthe way i do""only expect theworst outcome, thatway you're eitherpleasantly surprised oryour expectations aremet and you can neverbe disappointed"incapable ofbeing alonefor morethan 15-20minslies tomake selflookbetterlooks back onbreakdowns andthinks they wereexaggerating/fakingwants othersto be hurtthe way theywere hurt"why humiliatemyself by admittingi have needs when ican just manipulateothers into meetingmy unspokenneeds"can't tellhow closerelationshipsactually areactualdisorderfakeronly feelsempathyfor fictionalcharacters"deep down idon't actuallyhate myselfenoughtherefore im abad person"genuinely okaywith bedrottingall day andwishes theycould do it theirwhole lifefeelspainfullyhumiliatedbyeverythingrarely payspeople back,just waitsuntil the otherperson forgetsghosts peopleinstead ofapologizing orowning up oradmitting tobeing wrongjealous ofeveryoneandeverythingcannot tellwhat is genuinebehavior vswhat is doneto manipulateothersgets angrywhen otherpeople don'twant to doeverything theysayoften forgetsentirebreakdownsdespiteevidence ofthem happeningwouldgenuinely,unironically eatthe foreverweed brownieactually cannottell if theirtrauma wastruly bad or notdepends onpositiveattention tofeel somewhatokay about selfscared to healbecause theirmental illnessis their entiresense ofidentityconvincedthey're anabuser"nobody elsecan trulylike thischaracter inthe way i do""only expect theworst outcome, thatway you're eitherpleasantly surprised oryour expectations aremet and you can neverbe disappointed"incapable ofbeing alonefor morethan 15-20minslies tomake selflookbetterlooks back onbreakdowns andthinks they wereexaggerating/fakingwants othersto be hurtthe way theywere hurt"why humiliatemyself by admittingi have needs when ican just manipulateothers into meetingmy unspokenneeds"can't tellhow closerelationshipsactually areactualdisorderfakeronly feelsempathyfor fictionalcharacters"deep down idon't actuallyhate myselfenoughtherefore im abad person"genuinely okaywith bedrottingall day andwishes theycould do it theirwhole lifefeelspainfullyhumiliatedbyeverythingrarely payspeople back,just waitsuntil the otherperson forgetsghosts peopleinstead ofapologizing orowning up oradmitting tobeing wrongjealous ofeveryoneandeverythingcannot tellwhat is genuinebehavior vswhat is doneto manipulateothersgets angrywhen otherpeople don'twant to doeverything theysayoften forgetsentirebreakdownsdespiteevidence ofthem happeningwouldgenuinely,unironically eatthe foreverweed brownieactually cannottell if theirtrauma wastruly bad or notdepends onpositiveattention tofeel somewhatokay about self

sebastian's unwellness - Call List

(Print) Use this randomly generated list as your call list when playing the game. There is no need to say the BINGO column name. Place some kind of mark (like an X, a checkmark, a dot, tally mark, etc) on each cell as you announce it, to keep track. You can also cut out each item, place them in a bag and pull words from the bag.


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  1. scared to heal because their mental illness is their entire sense of identity
  2. convinced they're an abuser
  3. "nobody else can truly like this character in the way i do"
  4. "only expect the worst outcome, that way you're either pleasantly surprised or your expectations are met and you can never be disappointed"
  5. incapable of being alone for more than 15-20 mins
  6. lies to make self look better
  7. looks back on breakdowns and thinks they were exaggerating/faking
  8. wants others to be hurt the way they were hurt
  9. "why humiliate myself by admitting i have needs when i can just manipulate others into meeting my unspoken needs"
  10. can't tell how close relationships actually are
  11. actual disorder faker
  12. only feels empathy for fictional characters
  13. "deep down i don't actually hate myself enough therefore im a bad person"
  14. genuinely okay with bedrotting all day and wishes they could do it their whole life
  15. feels painfully humiliated by everything
  16. rarely pays people back, just waits until the other person forgets
  17. ghosts people instead of apologizing or owning up or admitting to being wrong
  18. jealous of everyone and everything
  19. cannot tell what is genuine behavior vs what is done to manipulate others
  20. gets angry when other people don't want to do everything they say
  21. often forgets entire breakdowns despite evidence of them happening
  22. would genuinely, unironically eat the forever weed brownie
  23. actually cannot tell if their trauma was truly bad or not
  24. depends on positive attention to feel somewhat okay about self