depends onpositiveattention tofeel somewhatokay about selfcan't tellhow closerelationshipsactually arelies tomake selflookbetter"only expect theworst outcome, thatway you're eitherpleasantly surprised oryour expectations aremet and you can neverbe disappointed"genuinely okaywith bedrottingall day andwishes theycould do it theirwhole lifejealous ofeveryoneandeverythingoften forgetsentirebreakdownsdespiteevidence ofthem happeningcannot tellwhat is genuinebehavior vswhat is doneto manipulateothersrarely payspeople back,just waitsuntil the otherperson forgetsconvincedthey're anabuser"why humiliatemyself by admittingi have needs when ican just manipulateothers into meetingmy unspokenneeds"looks back onbreakdowns andthinks they wereexaggerating/fakingincapable ofbeing alonefor morethan 15-20minsonly feelsempathyfor fictionalcharactersscared to healbecause theirmental illnessis their entiresense ofidentitygets angrywhen otherpeople don'twant to doeverything theysay"nobody elsecan trulylike thischaracter inthe way i do"actualdisorderfakerwants othersto be hurtthe way theywere hurtghosts peopleinstead ofapologizing orowning up oradmitting tobeing wrongfeelspainfullyhumiliatedbyeverythingactually cannottell if theirtrauma wastruly bad or not"deep down idon't actuallyhate myselfenoughtherefore im abad person"wouldgenuinely,unironically eatthe foreverweed browniedepends onpositiveattention tofeel somewhatokay about selfcan't tellhow closerelationshipsactually arelies tomake selflookbetter"only expect theworst outcome, thatway you're eitherpleasantly surprised oryour expectations aremet and you can neverbe disappointed"genuinely okaywith bedrottingall day andwishes theycould do it theirwhole lifejealous ofeveryoneandeverythingoften forgetsentirebreakdownsdespiteevidence ofthem happeningcannot tellwhat is genuinebehavior vswhat is doneto manipulateothersrarely payspeople back,just waitsuntil the otherperson forgetsconvincedthey're anabuser"why humiliatemyself by admittingi have needs when ican just manipulateothers into meetingmy unspokenneeds"looks back onbreakdowns andthinks they wereexaggerating/fakingincapable ofbeing alonefor morethan 15-20minsonly feelsempathyfor fictionalcharactersscared to healbecause theirmental illnessis their entiresense ofidentitygets angrywhen otherpeople don'twant to doeverything theysay"nobody elsecan trulylike thischaracter inthe way i do"actualdisorderfakerwants othersto be hurtthe way theywere hurtghosts peopleinstead ofapologizing orowning up oradmitting tobeing wrongfeelspainfullyhumiliatedbyeverythingactually cannottell if theirtrauma wastruly bad or not"deep down idon't actuallyhate myselfenoughtherefore im abad person"wouldgenuinely,unironically eatthe foreverweed brownie

sebastian's unwellness - Call List

(Print) Use this randomly generated list as your call list when playing the game. There is no need to say the BINGO column name. Place some kind of mark (like an X, a checkmark, a dot, tally mark, etc) on each cell as you announce it, to keep track. You can also cut out each item, place them in a bag and pull words from the bag.


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  1. depends on positive attention to feel somewhat okay about self
  2. can't tell how close relationships actually are
  3. lies to make self look better
  4. "only expect the worst outcome, that way you're either pleasantly surprised or your expectations are met and you can never be disappointed"
  5. genuinely okay with bedrotting all day and wishes they could do it their whole life
  6. jealous of everyone and everything
  7. often forgets entire breakdowns despite evidence of them happening
  8. cannot tell what is genuine behavior vs what is done to manipulate others
  9. rarely pays people back, just waits until the other person forgets
  10. convinced they're an abuser
  11. "why humiliate myself by admitting i have needs when i can just manipulate others into meeting my unspoken needs"
  12. looks back on breakdowns and thinks they were exaggerating/faking
  13. incapable of being alone for more than 15-20 mins
  14. only feels empathy for fictional characters
  15. scared to heal because their mental illness is their entire sense of identity
  16. gets angry when other people don't want to do everything they say
  17. "nobody else can truly like this character in the way i do"
  18. actual disorder faker
  19. wants others to be hurt the way they were hurt
  20. ghosts people instead of apologizing or owning up or admitting to being wrong
  21. feels painfully humiliated by everything
  22. actually cannot tell if their trauma was truly bad or not
  23. "deep down i don't actually hate myself enough therefore im a bad person"
  24. would genuinely, unironically eat the forever weed brownie