wouldgenuinely,unironically eatthe foreverweed brownieoften forgetsentirebreakdownsdespiteevidence ofthem happening"why humiliatemyself by admittingi have needs when ican just manipulateothers into meetingmy unspokenneeds"cannot tellwhat is genuinebehavior vswhat is doneto manipulateotherscan't tellhow closerelationshipsactually are"deep down idon't actuallyhate myselfenoughtherefore im abad person""only expect theworst outcome, thatway you're eitherpleasantly surprised oryour expectations aremet and you can neverbe disappointed"incapable ofbeing alonefor morethan 15-20minsghosts peopleinstead ofapologizing orowning up oradmitting tobeing wrongscared to healbecause theirmental illnessis their entiresense ofidentityconvincedthey're anabuseractually cannottell if theirtrauma wastruly bad or notactualdisorderfakeronly feelsempathyfor fictionalcharactersrarely payspeople back,just waitsuntil the otherperson forgetsgenuinely okaywith bedrottingall day andwishes theycould do it theirwhole life"nobody elsecan trulylike thischaracter inthe way i do"wants othersto be hurtthe way theywere hurtgets angrywhen otherpeople don'twant to doeverything theysayjealous ofeveryoneandeverythingfeelspainfullyhumiliatedbyeverythingdepends onpositiveattention tofeel somewhatokay about selflies tomake selflookbetterlooks back onbreakdowns andthinks they wereexaggerating/fakingwouldgenuinely,unironically eatthe foreverweed brownieoften forgetsentirebreakdownsdespiteevidence ofthem happening"why humiliatemyself by admittingi have needs when ican just manipulateothers into meetingmy unspokenneeds"cannot tellwhat is genuinebehavior vswhat is doneto manipulateotherscan't tellhow closerelationshipsactually are"deep down idon't actuallyhate myselfenoughtherefore im abad person""only expect theworst outcome, thatway you're eitherpleasantly surprised oryour expectations aremet and you can neverbe disappointed"incapable ofbeing alonefor morethan 15-20minsghosts peopleinstead ofapologizing orowning up oradmitting tobeing wrongscared to healbecause theirmental illnessis their entiresense ofidentityconvincedthey're anabuseractually cannottell if theirtrauma wastruly bad or notactualdisorderfakeronly feelsempathyfor fictionalcharactersrarely payspeople back,just waitsuntil the otherperson forgetsgenuinely okaywith bedrottingall day andwishes theycould do it theirwhole life"nobody elsecan trulylike thischaracter inthe way i do"wants othersto be hurtthe way theywere hurtgets angrywhen otherpeople don'twant to doeverything theysayjealous ofeveryoneandeverythingfeelspainfullyhumiliatedbyeverythingdepends onpositiveattention tofeel somewhatokay about selflies tomake selflookbetterlooks back onbreakdowns andthinks they wereexaggerating/faking

sebastian's unwellness - Call List

(Print) Use this randomly generated list as your call list when playing the game. There is no need to say the BINGO column name. Place some kind of mark (like an X, a checkmark, a dot, tally mark, etc) on each cell as you announce it, to keep track. You can also cut out each item, place them in a bag and pull words from the bag.


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  1. would genuinely, unironically eat the forever weed brownie
  2. often forgets entire breakdowns despite evidence of them happening
  3. "why humiliate myself by admitting i have needs when i can just manipulate others into meeting my unspoken needs"
  4. cannot tell what is genuine behavior vs what is done to manipulate others
  5. can't tell how close relationships actually are
  6. "deep down i don't actually hate myself enough therefore im a bad person"
  7. "only expect the worst outcome, that way you're either pleasantly surprised or your expectations are met and you can never be disappointed"
  8. incapable of being alone for more than 15-20 mins
  9. ghosts people instead of apologizing or owning up or admitting to being wrong
  10. scared to heal because their mental illness is their entire sense of identity
  11. convinced they're an abuser
  12. actually cannot tell if their trauma was truly bad or not
  13. actual disorder faker
  14. only feels empathy for fictional characters
  15. rarely pays people back, just waits until the other person forgets
  16. genuinely okay with bedrotting all day and wishes they could do it their whole life
  17. "nobody else can truly like this character in the way i do"
  18. wants others to be hurt the way they were hurt
  19. gets angry when other people don't want to do everything they say
  20. jealous of everyone and everything
  21. feels painfully humiliated by everything
  22. depends on positive attention to feel somewhat okay about self
  23. lies to make self look better
  24. looks back on breakdowns and thinks they were exaggerating/faking